8/8/26
Welp, saw that coming. Figured I'd end up forgetting to update. I'll try to shoot for like... maybe once a month or something I dunno.
Anyway, not really anything to update about. Things are mostly fine, at least nothing major that's worth talking about. I guess aside that I posted for a different office, this one I'm currently at is fucking driving me crazy. Constant switch-ups and drama, it really is just a damn highschool in there.
That aside, I guess for health related stuff, my depression isn't as bad as it was the last two months. Still not great but, it's been a lot more manageable. Still sick and tired of forcing that little voice in the back of my head to shut the fuck up. But I'm getting it to, somehow. Guess yelling, screaming, and threatening does the trick. I don't think I talked about this but I had visualized one night that the voice had like a physical body and I beat the shit out of it. Got REAL quiet after that for a good while. Guess I gotta do that more. I know that sounds crazy but if it gets that inner self-doubt or whatever it is to stay silent then so be it. I did try to go on some antidepressants but I was getting hardcore insomnia side effects and I gave up almost instantly.
That all aside, like I said, nothing really to mention otherwise. So... yeah.